A lonely StarLife drifts away in front of my eyes in a blurWhere everything just moves in fast motion and I'm stillBecause I just don't know what to do anymoreAnd If I do, I don't know what I'm doing it forI look up to the sun, to the blue skyThen I look up to the moon, to the black skyStar studded and a lonely cloud driftingAcross blocking momentarily the lights of millions of starsMaybe that's what happens to us, a big cloudJust blocking the light from our lives, But thisTime, I know I'm all alone, just giving off a shineSo lonely , Confused about why other starsAre in the vast sky as well, about how they were createdHow someti
Distortion Of LifeI lie on the bed, staring at the ceilingThen look out of the window, whereI can feel soft raindrops on my parched lipsThe gentle wind waving my hair in its directionOver the lands of green, brown and construction.People, all of different colours, mesh, giving a blurNot a rainbow, as the sunlight rays penetrate the thoughtsHovering over my mind .CRACKThere goes the glass image and I'm leftIn a black world, with red stained all overA war in a conflicted environment.Masks drop to show ugly facesOf 'friends', 'lovers', 'enemies'Is it no wonder I can't get out of this maze?Despicable people, I want to be surrounded
DrowningIts there, where the wind lashes fervently at my face,I can taste the salt on my tongue, my cold eyes surveyThe raging ocean battering at the bottom of the cliffI take a few steps backward and all I hear is the windI run as fast as I can and jump.It's so cold, but the feeling of the liquid enclosing aroundMe, is comforting, specks of sunlight filter throughIt's so beautiful, so very beautiful, my body fights to the surfaceAllowed to take a gulp of air but the power of the water is too strongI stay in the water, where my senses were being numbed, my painAnd my confusion of distortion My body goes limp and the last im
I want to try with you.. It's always me, always me, why can it never be you?Because you don't want to understand me, you're afraid That if you fall to deep, you'll never be able to scrape out alive Where's your sense of challenge, risk it, feel aliveMore so , I'd risk it, I'd try because otherwise we'd never know Don't go round about in your affections, I'm a brash person, I'll accept you Even if you're afraid, I'm more, because I know how
I love the way you lie..When did it start? Why did you do it?Didn't you say that you loved me?Didn't you say I was the one most precious to you?And all I wanted, no neededWas your trust, your love, your honesty.Not arguments, not lies and certainly not so much pain.I didn't want to be alone, butWhen I needed you there the most, you were never thereYou told me that you'd make me happyIf this is your way of making me happy then I don't wanna be happyYou told me that you'd show me what love isIf this is what love is then I don't wanna be in loveYou told me that you'd try and changeBut you didn't, It was just another lieThat I loved and trust